Where I'm Currently Posting
A new Golden Gateway article was posted on resonance not too long ago. It's a long one. It's also different from my normal writing style. I talk a lot more in this article about the end of initiation and what your mind is like when you're free. You don't want to memorize what I say in this article, so I stop and remind you of that a lot. Here is the link (which you might have to copy and paste): https://initiation.gatewaytogold.com/unveiling-the-level-and-role-confusion-behind-the-word-resonance/
I'm still working on Beauty Clone Part IV. I took a break to do the resonance article, and I got sidetracked with these other articles because I responded to what was more urgent. Both are really intense articles.
In the leadership groups, I'm still noticing that people are thinking when they read or listen. By now, you should be able to read or listen from the feminine role. If you are thinking, you are stuck in a masculine clone. So you need to focus on dismantling that learning clone. You want understanding...not knowledge.
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Letting Go of What Bothers Us in the World
People often like to rant about what is going on in the world. You want to avoid ranting yourself. But watching others rant is great material for letting go.
It took a lot of letting go for me to be able to handle ranting and whining friends and family. I can assure you that there will come a time when people won’t do that with you anymore. But in the meantime, it can be awkward and tricky.
I used to think that I could just mildly agree with the person and move on. I didn’t want to make waves; and obviously, I didn’t like what was going on in the world either. But even mild agreement with such people causes a false connection. Then we want to whine about the whiner. So I’ve learned to never agree with them.
In these situations, it is best to witness our own mind and body as the person whines or rants. Stay in the feminine and listen without taking in what they say. Don’t allow yourself to think, or you will go into your masculine mind, where you’ll judge them or the situation.
If you get to the dark goddess in your mind, they will usually feel their own emotions; and they will change the subject.
Because I’ve let go so much, I’ve often found that the problem is being handled or is just fake news. At times, I will share what I’ve heard or read on the topic. Of course, I found more pleasing info because I let go. The illusion is customized for each of us depending on our state of mind.
When we let go on any topic, it ceases to be a problem from our point of view. But it can still be a big problem for our family and friends who don’t let go. We have to have compassion for them.
If the whiner wants to argue over right and wrong, I don’t participate. I let go, and I tell them that we are getting information from different sources. I simply don’t see the problem as they do.
It’s usually too strange to tell someone that what they are ranting about is all an illusion, so they don’t need to discuss it at all. Ranting clones don’t want to hear that. Therefore, I don’t say that unless I’m talking to someone who is letting go.
Nevertheless, when someone is ranting, it’s a great opportunity to see if we know that another’s words can be true for them but completely false. At the end of the conversation, we’ll leave with our individual mental container.
If the person generates emotion in us, then we still believe what they are saying. So they’ve done us a favor; we’ve found something to let go.
Winning a War with Fighting and Willpower Versus Winning with Compassion
This article is very complex; it will be a big challenge for GC readers. It will be a great review for GG readers. Either way, I guarantee that you will get a lot out of this article.
I took some very basic concepts and built bridges from the deepest part of the illusion to the True Self. I demonstrated the way the dark goddess relates to others versus the way the light goddess relates.
I end with a powerful example of how this works in real life. I expose some common traps that keep people from getting the results that they want in their relationships.
Often, people will tell me that they aren’t accepted for who they truly are in their relationships. But I’ll notice as I talk to them that those people aren’t really being themselves. They are acting as clones; their clones want people to accept their clones as their true identity. That’s level confusion.
Others are rejecting their clones because that isn’t who they want them to be. So that is their triangle bottom to let go: Who the others want them to be versus who they think they are. Both sides are false.
People who found the Gold Circle generally developed belief systems that were different from their family of origin. They wanted their new belief system to be embraced by their family or friends. That’s what happened when my ex-husband married me. I wasn’t a match to his family of origin. He knew that. He wanted to break out of his ancestral belief systems, or he wouldn’t have chosen me. Unlike modern times, he chose me. He asked me out; he asked me to marry him.
His problem was that his mind tried to make my lack of beliefs into a new belief system because he was trained to operate from belief systems. So he became a clone of me. His new clone didn’t have power over his family’s ancestral clones. Their belief system had the power of numbers and longevity.
His family didn’t like his clone of me IN HIM. But here’s the weird part. They didn’t actually have that much of a problem with me; his clone made me a problem for them. He wanted me to be the problem instead of his clone. But I wasn’t the problem. Our True Self is never a problem.
In short, my husband wanted to join my freer point of view, but he couldn’t break free of his family of origin. This is a common problem today, and people are manifesting a lot of false conclusions about this problem; they’re also manifesting a lot of worthless practices and tools to fix the effects. But no one is getting free of this problem. This article explains the whole thing.
I want you to realize that people don’t have to like your beliefs…not even your family and friends. You aren’t your beliefs. You’re supposed to be letting them all go.
If you have a clone, which is a complex of beliefs, that is not you. But that clone will try to tell you that it is your True Self. It’s lying. It will then get upset and say that people don’t like your True Self. This was projected on to me by nearly everyone. Eventually, I saw through the clone’s false reasoning.
I now understand why they projected that thought out. They wanted to be treated like a True Self when they had not earned such treatment.
I can assure you that when I got to my True Self using win win, everyone loved me. Also, I loved everyone. Win win is mutual.
Don’t make letting go into a belief system. Just let it take you to your True Self. Don’t make your dark goddess into a new type of clone; let her take you across my bridges so that you can live an authentic life as your True Self. You all are making this harder than it needs to be. Or more accurately, your clones are making it harder than it needs to be.
Your Night Life and Letting Go
I want to briefly address false connections with clones that project on us when we’re asleep. I don’t think I’ve written about this before. But it happens.
Matriarchal clones like New Age teachers, eastern gurus, alternative healers, liberals/progressives, etc., are often very active in their night life; they have strong Serpent clones, and Serpent clones are sneaky. If you’ve followed such people, they probably projected on to you at night and maybe still do if you’ve not eliminated your false connection with them. Now you are doing to me what was done to you. Usually when something like this is happening to me, it’s because I need to expose it. I’m being a mirror for the group. So consider this Serpent trick exposed.
If this is happening to you, you will feel like you’re letting go and making progress in the day. Then the next day, you wake up feeling like you lost your progress from the day before. It might seem like you’re letting go of the same thoughts each day.
You might wake up sluggish, like you weren’t sleeping well. You might wake up with a body issue that you didn’t have the day before. Or you might just feel emotion that doesn’t make sense. You also might remember strange dreams that don’t fit in with the contents of your mind.
I always let go before I go to sleep. If I’m really tired, I’ll let go for fifteen minutes. Usually, I let go for at least an hour so that I clean up everything from my day. Then I assess my mind when I wake up. I never jump right into my day.
I don’t ever accept projections in words in my sleep anymore. I’ve tested myself on that. But matriarchal clones can still occasionally project directly into my body parts (but only the ones that I’ve exposed as flawed in my articles) at night. Projecting into body parts is another Serpent trick; they are redirecting their projection so that we don’t know they did it.
When that happens, I go to sleep feeling like there is nothing left to let go for that body issue. But I’ll wake up feeling like someone else is controlling my body, and I cannot let it go. Of course, I know that is false. Someone’s clone doesn’t want me to prove that letting go heals our body of everything and anything. So I’m exposing the night workers (who often pretend to be light workers) in this announcement.
Don’t get frustrated if this happens to you. Just keep working on eliminating your false connections. If you have to let go of something you already let go, do it. Make sure you realize that the thought is totally false. That’s what strengthens our dark goddess; and she is our protector at night. Eventually, you’ll be so strong in your dark goddess on all topics that no one will even be able to sneak into your mental container…even at night.
RECENT QUOTES
People want approval and love from, or they want to fit in with, clones. But clones are fake. Clones are incapable of giving them real love or approval. So the relationship never satisfies.
The soul is the degradation of our false mind into second cause followed by the belief that second-cause reality is true.
People are trained to think about everything they say and do in order to become someone, a clone, who is an imposter of their True Self. Why not just be their True Self?
When our minds are wired naturally, we cannot LIE; so we have no reason to hold on to any beliefs.
Think of creativity as electrical energy; our True Self is electrical. If we want to slow down electricity, we add resistance. In our mind, resistance is thinking. So we slow down our creativity with our thinking. Then we wonder where our creativity went.
There is no such thing as blame. Clones need blame in order to project. Blame is the same as judgment. If you feel blamed, punch up at the clone that's blaming you. They are speaking falsely. If you blame another, punch up at the clone in your mind that's doing the blaming; let go of your judgment (blame) using Step Two.
All clones are an attempt to get back to Eden without letting go of the soul. When you see that, it's so easy to drop them all.
Initiation is about trusting our True Self to give us what we need most in any given moment in order to free us from the fallen soul's perspective and move us closer to our North Star of freedom.
No one else causes your emotions. Your emotions are self-referential; and they relate to your own thinking, or they come from believing whatever you heard from another person.
What we view as failure or a loss within the illusion is a win win in initiation.
Mental cause produces physical effects. False mental cause produces false physical effects, i.e., illusions.
The best way to win a game is to hide the rules from your opposition. We are the opposition in the elite's illusory game. We have to realize that. I've been telling you how to win that game since I wrote my first word on Gateway to Gold. But you have to stop believing the others who said they knew how to win when they didn't.
The top of the triangle and the bottom of the triangle are not falsely connected. The elevator is not a false connection. But the people who are stuck on the triangle bottom often try to falsely connect with the people at the top. That wouldn’t be a problem if the people on the bottom just wanted a helping hand. But usually, they want to pull the people at the top of the triangle to the bottom with them. Misery loves company. Also, the people on the triangle bottom generally have the same envy that the false God had for the Creator. It's part of the soul programming.
When a glass if half full, just know that it is also half empty.
If something is true, you know it. You don’t have to think about it. If something is false, and you want it to be true, you’ll think about it over and over again. Your mind will try to will it to fruition, which causes projection.
Words are the effects of our state of mind; they should never become causes.
When you help someone else to let go using your dark goddess, you get more freedom along with them.
Taking someone out of the church physically is easy, but taking the church out of the person's mind is a whole different beast. Taking someone physically out of their family is easy, but taking the family out of the person's mind is very difficult.
We are told to think so that we don't make mistakes; and actually, we make mistakes when we think.
No one has the right to judge another being. Only the false God judges; and he is false...an illusion. The Creator never judges anyone or anything, and we are part of the Creator. To eliminate the false God from our mind, we eliminate judgment.
People make reality into the truth when they are supposed to make the truth into reality.
Thinking about letting go or talking about letting isn't letting go.
Gateway To Gold is not a community of like minds; it's the vision of synergy among people who are returning to their True Selves.
Clones project while claiming that they protect!
Being a caretaker clone doesn't make us helpful; it makes us someone who takes more than we care.
If you feel like you need to ask me if you’ve gotten to your True Self, you’ve not gotten to your True Self. You have a clone that's looking for agreement or approval.
Bullshit sounds reasonable when we're still stuck in the illusion. After we escape the illusion, bullshit sounds like bullshit.
Our knowing is never wrong; it is right, but it is right outside of the illusion. So I just say that our knowing is true.
When we complete our initiation, our main purpose is to live our perfect life unapologetically!
Metaphors are tricky because we're taking something physical and relating it to our minds for the purpose of feedback. The feedback causes us to let go or subtract from our mind when our manifestation is imperfect. If our physical creation is perfect, however, then we don't have to do anything to our mind.
If you aren't destroying the illusion, then the illusion is destroying you!
We were never meant to fall in love with false beliefs; and we sure as hell weren't meant to defend them to the death.
We can't change the past physically because the physical realm is stuck in time. But there is no time in the mental realm. When we change our mental perception by letting go, we see and experience a different physical effect. So it appears that we have changed the past.
Clones appear to be helpful when you want to live in the illusion; they look like the enemy once you put your North Star outside of the illusion. Then they look like cartoon characters once you get free.
You cannot please anyone's clone when you are being your True Self, so stop trying.
The God that does things to us (false God) and the God that does things for us (Universe or fake Jesus of religion) are both false. We need to let go of both Gods to get back to our True Self.
People get stuck in the illusion when they make beliefs (lies) into the truth or judgments (labels) into discrimination.